The Lone Christmas Star!

The lone red Christmas star,
Hung above so far,
Asked me one fine night!
I am the one all so bright,
I am the one, who gives you light,
Then why am I all alone here?
Why I don't have a friend here and there?
Every year you take me out
Clean my edges and make me stout
I am the one who shows the way
Even dear Santa follows my ray
Then why am I all alone here?
Why I don't have a friend here and there?
I was astonished, had nothing to answer,
A star talking was enough of banter!
Though it made me think,
My thoughts were coming with every blink!
So does this happen to everyone,
For I thought Loneliness is only for some?
It is truly the nightmare which I live
Still there’s some hope I believe
Someone would walk when you are alone
Someone would talk when you are mum
But then when have all the hopes come true
Even the dear star is lonely and blue
It’s the epilogue of a never ending story
The Christmas star would lose its glory
No one would remember who you are
The name would hang in the memories afar!

The Touch!

So have I really lost the touch?

The touch to feel, the touch to express

The touch to write, the touch to de – stress

What have I made of myself?

Is life usually so complicated or it’s me only creating a mess

For I used to live and love with a heart

Now all I am is a tasteless tart

How did I lose myself?

Where did it go?

Why am i always in a state so low?

People come with numerous promises

Promise of love till the ultimate nemesis

But why don’t they hold,

Why do they leave?

Why are the promises always so weak?

For I am a complicated soul, the deeper I go the lesser I know

But somewhere I had the touch,

The touch to feel, the touch to express

Now lost within the bounds of my heart

The soul left is a tasteless tart!

Dream!

It was deep, dark and dusty, with no fleck of light
I could hardly breathe, let alone fight
I stumbled onto something, as my eyes were almost blind
And I saw the white shiny surface.
For a moment I imagined it as a white marble with the speckles of dust
But it was something else,
It was shiny surface of a bone, a long one as hollow as a trees' bark.

So I woke up with a start
Then the reality hit me and I realized it was a dream!
A dream of something unreal or was it real?
But here also it was nothing but the dark
My mind was confused!
Where am I? What time is it?
Where is the sense of security I use to feel?
I raked and raked my brains!
And then the realization grew on me
That I am here! In my own world I created!
The dark and dusty place was my own mind!
The hollow bone was of my own!
Am I loosing it?
Am I getting insane!
That was the first thought that occurred to me!
But NO!
No I am not!
I am just messed up in the life I so complicated on my own!
Thought difficult to admit but then that's the truth!
And it’s not only me who is!
Each and every one of you out there is the reason for your own misery!
Blaming god and circumstances is easy enough but deep down you know who's responsible!
So all I need to do now is to untangle myself from my so complicated brain
Use the life I have got not to be obscure but to live and be useful
For this is only life you probably got
And as they say the moments you actually live are the moments you fought

Remember Me!

Don’t cry when I die,

Remember me as I am alive

Life is short as it is

Fate is unpredictable and the moments brief

Don’t waste the time brooding that I left

Live and enjoy the moments I missed

For I’ll love you in all the high and lows

I’ll be in your hearts till the life blows

You love me back and give my memories a respect

Don’t waste the time brooding that I left

For I sure have a grudge that I am not there

But make it a worthwhile effort to feel me here

As the life doesn’t stop,

With time only the memories grow

So give them a love, give them some life

Once more make me feel alive!

The Little Soul!

For the little soul she is,

Smiling, talking as if she has no care in the world

Holding my hand, feeling my rings

Looking at me with an awe

She is one of the many

Of many who have been left alone

For hardly few know the pain behind their smiles

Hardly few feel the loneliness in their eyes

But god has its own ways of balancing

For these souls left alone are the purest

They have the shades of rainbow in their eyes

Hues of hope in their voices

And a tinge of trust in their prayers

For people view them as unfortunate

But the destiny is what they make

So don’t treat them as the left outs

Treat them as how you treat yourself

For in their prayers lives the God’s will

In their happiness is the true color of life.

The Night Song!

Solemn on the grass i lay,

Gazing at the sky so grey!

Looking for the stars,

All above me so far

And from there comes a night song,

The tunes hitting the cord right and wrong!

It was a song of togetherness; it was a song of despair!

It was a song of agony; it was a song to prepare!

For the tunes were just right when they should be wrong,

Urging me to embrace the lovely night song!

It filled the sky, it filled the earth!

It filled my soul with unfailing faith!

Faith to live, faith to love!

Faith to make this life really worth!

For what you have will be left here

Everything will turn in to earth and air

So I have decided to love while i can

Live for a life, the moment without a plan

For it’s me and my life

I am the one to choose the laughter or the strife

So no matter how life turns

Every minute will have something new to learn

Even if the living is tough and long

I’ll always cherish the night song!

Heaven or Hell?

And there I was knocking a door,

For hours and hours blocking the door!
So it opens and a child comes,

With tattered clothes and shoes none!
For me I thought this was hell,

But the guy behind me had a lot to tell
He showed me the road unknown,

With weeds and thorns overgrown

For that was the road that led to hell,

To cross that I had to be brave as well!

And this was the heaven so talked about

With the promise of flowers and lovely sprouts
But if this was heaven,

Then where was the God?

Why the lonely child was left abode!
For my world was better than this,

The life was tough but still was bliss!
But the man behind disagreed,

Probably when I was alive I paid no heed!

For there we live in our own worlds

In our safe shells all curled

People live and they die

No one’s really concerned when others cry

All that is important is oneself

Life has little meaning in and of itself

So why am I complaining about the heaven?

For this is what is left of it,

While alive we don’t value what we have around

Why would God be bothered to show us the path we never found?

For is this heaven or the hell?

Now i have a tale I am ashamed to tell!

So they say, The World is a Stage!

For someone said, the world is a stage

And all of us the characters in the play

I often wonder if this is true

Or has God decided roles for only few

For I surely didn't pay any heed

As I have no clue of the duration of my deed

For me I am just an extra on a stroll

Trying to fit myself in the main lead role

Though neither do I have the knack

Nor do I think I can fit in the pack

Still I try and try really hard

And I know one day I’ll be barred

But it’s strange to know the curiosity you rave

For what cannot be yours is all what you crave

But then again, is it the truth or an act

For the world is a stage and that’s a fact

What you do and how you perform

In the end it’s just another art form.

The Gypsy Girl!

There she walks wild and untamed,

A mysterious creature, a fantasy unnamed.

With half a dozen bracelets jingling on her wrist,

Her scarlet of dress,

Dipped in honey and mist

Her long dark brown mane

Flowing on its own name

Her deep black eyes

Rich and heady as summer wine

She's a knights’ dream

A desire of the men in the realm

But still she walks lost in her thoughts

Unaware of the battles long fought

For she's a woman not meant to be bound

She's breathes the vigour of the nature around

No one knows what she’s looking for

She’s an abstraction she herself cannot define

With aura of a diamond and pureness of a pearl

She’s no one but the Gypsy Girl!

Deep Into the Abyss!

So here I was walking on my cloud,

Happy and gay on my stout

And there I just miss a step

And Fell deep in to the abyss

It was dark all around

With my hands and feet on the ground

It was a fall, a great fall

I couldn't walk,and had to crawl

I searched and searched around in the dark

With my blind eyes trying to hark

Waited there like forever

I thought I'll see my light never

And then like a phoenix it came

Rising from the dust below me

It took me on its wings

On its shiny neck I cling

And then when I saw the light

It was the most precious moment of my life

Once on the ground I reached, I realized

The wings that brought me to the spring

Were nothing but my, my very own wings

And now I could claim the sky

Feel the wind and let my hair fly

For I have risen, from the dust

And found my wings deep in the abyss